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Fuck.

Feeling damn fucking pissed tonight.

i wonder how i manage to help others continually even though i can’t for nuts get myself out of my own problems.

ok to tell you the truth i feel quite neglected. as in sometimes i get the feeling of those disposable stuff. use me when needed then throw me away after that.

i dun mean that everyone treats me like that larz but then i do really get that sort of feeling from many people. oh well maybe i should just stay away from them from now on. so if you see me not wanting to talk to you you what it means.

i hate hypocrisy. tell me if you find me hypocritical k. i dun mind you telling me that straight in the face.

anyway my parents are pissing me off.

feel like i’m being pulled and pushed in all directions all at once. what the hell do people expect from me? i’m not not a superhuman. neither am I Jesus Christ.

so please show me some fucking respect and spare some thoughts for me. doesn’t mean i’m keeping quiet and acting happy means i’m goddamn happy about the way things are unfolding all around me.

i’m fucking pissed.

fuck.