Last night, and yes, tonight, I was reading quite a few people’s blog. Realised that I’ve actually distanced myself from a few of my friends unintentionally. Really quite sad to see such relationships deteriorate to mere acquaintances or just classmates. Mabel was telling me that it was just another consequence of getting to know other people in class better. Is it true? Does it mean that sooner or later, I’ll lose all my friends in primary, secondary, and JC when I step out into the working world? It’s something really worth pondering about as lasting friendships are supposed to be formed in secondary and JC years of our lives. I don’t really want to stick to one clique, I mean what’s the point? With cliques come prejudices, with prejudice comes misunderstanding, which leads to hatred…..
Ok that was abit out of point. Anyway, at least I tried today, hope its a small step towards injecting new life into a stagnant friendship. I promise I’ll TRY not to zhong4 se4 qing1 you3 already ok? Oh well, talking about today. Nothing much lar. Spent surprisingly alot of time with Bryan and Ben Foo doing nonsense and talking cock during the free periods. Surfed some lame paranormal site by Singaporean, come on man, how lame can they get? I’m not denying that some are true, but come on, some of the pictures are taken from movies (the Eye?) and the rest are how stupid. Example: In Unexplained happenings there’s this stupid picture of a superbig cat (overeating??) and so on. Really stupid man. Anyway talked in the canteen too about the china poly student’s remarks about Singaporeans. Hmmz, talking about it I spent quite alot of time with Lifen too, which is quite nice given that I aven really been talking to her much.
Went out lunching with Ben Tan and talked about a variety of topics. Feel better after telling him some stuff, even though he maynot have caught it, after all, I just mentioned it in passing. Oh yes, but it really caused me alot of hurt, really. I’m still not over it yet, though the anger and hurt has subsided. And yes, not eating canteen food or fast food really feels good.
Went late for the FIREFLY talk. Hmmz. Ok larz not too bad but nothing really striking too.
Got training later. Shit I really got no time to really sit down and do my GP essay. Sorry Mr. Chua, I just can’t find one and a half hours to consolidate my thoughts and really write an essay. Hope you wun misunderstand. Fuck i’m really damn stressed. Tests are coming up, scholarships are coming up, S papers are coming up, and competition is coming up too–> and yes, the selection for first team starts next week with the roll off. Sorry teachers really got to pardon me until 17 May.
Going to orh orh alr. nitez everyone!
P.S.: “When someone slaps you on one cheek, offer him the other.” JC life really has tamed me alot, and yes the easiest motto to live by is “Others before self”. Yes the easiest. Think about it.