Hmmz been quite long since I last updated my blog. removed the pass word already. not sure if it’s a good idea though… shall monitor the situation.
Anyway this has been quite a good week for me, even though i was feeling quite down on Wednesday, even though i still doubt my conclusion that I assumed too much. Anyway it due to certain things lar. Today isn’t a good day though.
Went to see doctor about my back. yes its confirmed that I have a crack on my spine, lumbar spine to be exact. Old injury, from the way the crack was shaped or sth, thats what the doc said. So no NAPFA for me, PES C(sth) for me most likely, and no top notch scholarship for me too. I was so freaking disappointed after that larz. Sure skipping NS and slacking while people are “enjoying” themselves out there, who doesn’t want? But I’d rather be slogging out there and at least have a shot at the PSC overseas Merit then be exempted and have no chance at all. My Stanford dream looks ever so distant, and is getting more minute… Thanks glenda for listening though,haha i hope i din disrupt your SAT learning though (which shouldn’t be the case cos i msged you during GP!!!) What would I do without you indeed….
Went bowling after that. Ok larz. Wasn’t as good as yesterday, but at least my score average has stabilised at around 150+-160+ alr….hoping to break 170+ soon. So i got into Team 3. While I wun rule out the chance of team glory, I’ll be hoping my individual form will allow me to challenge the likes of Andrew Tan and so on….bowlers of high calibre. Big dreams. Yeah. But I believe I can do it! Come on Nic! Anyway peeps must come down and support ehz!!!
Life seems to be getting better apart from my back, academic, emotional, mental, sports-wise. Got back my Maths and I got 82. Quite respectable I must say, even though I felt it was really quite easy and should have scored higher. Gp i got 31 or 32…can’t remember, but its my all time highest, haha who am I to complain even though my application and my summary failed again as usual…
Oh well I got to go now….. got some seminar tomorrow….and yes I cant wait to watch Van Helsing….