silens-silentium

I’m feeling very confused now.
 
Events and things that are happening arund me have really drained me. i try, try, try, but really, there are so many things out of control. What can I do?
 
And my heart, yes, is being torn in two directions. Both ways point to a hazy future…. i dunno what to say or do.
 
I’ve not felt so disheartened in a long while, nevertheless i’ll keep trying my best to fill the role. I hope i can get into stanford… its my aim…