silens-silentium

HELP!! I’m dying looking at the applications process to US universities and i DUN have a clue as to what the heck they are talking about!

I wonder if I should write down what thoughts i have on our dear class 03S62.

Glad to see the class being so excited over the end of year class trip though. I hope this is the start of better things to come.

i think i’ll revamp my blog soon since my views of life and my place in it has yet taken another turn.

And yes, it’ll center around choice, sacrifice and destiny.

Hope, dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
Roped me in so mesmorizing
And so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am…

Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I’m right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated
So motivated, I am certain now
That I am..

Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I’m right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

So turn up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defence is paper thin
Just one touch and I’d be in too deep
to ever swim against the current

So let me slip away (x2)
so let me slip against the current
So let me slip away (x4)

Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I’m right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself

Like hope, dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption

-Vindicated, Dashboard Confessionals

Thanks people for all your words of encouragement, those who talked/msg-ed to me over the holidays, those who posted messages on my blog, those i’ve talked to somewhere or another during this year and last, you all made such a difference during my dark days.

Who says the class is uncaring, cold, superficial?

Who says?

Choice. Sacrifice. Destiny.

I promised a few people that as soon as i gather my wits around me again after the dust of the common test has settled i will write something new, so here i am. Its quite fascinating how powerful the media can be in transmitting messages, and I am starting to see why people are advocating for a clampdown on the programs screened. It can either make you a better person, or make you worse.

So far no movies have really made such a deep impact on me. Until Spiderman 2.

I’m not sure why. Maybe it was because all through this year i’ve been floundering through, grasping at something, someone, anything, that could at least prove to me that what i had always been striving for, that they were achieveable and that they were correct. Somehow or another, this movie was it.

“I believe there’s a hero in all of us, gives us stregth, makes us noble, even though sometimes we have to give up the things we want the most.”

What is our destiny? It is for us to decide, a choice we choose, and the sacrifice we make.

Got to get back to work now. there are some things i never was willing to post up, but i will, when I find the time to.

I’ll never look at comics the same way again.