silens-silentium

bored.

nothing to do and no one to spend time with.

It’s the last day of the exams today! Of cos I’m excited, but feeling very apprehensive at the same time. i guess the end of school life as I’ve more or less known it since i was 3? 4? means the end of a predictable future? I just realised actually how lucky we are to have gone through school life, even though sometimes it can really drive you nuts. oh well. what the heck meanwhile I’m just gonna bask in that feeling of freedom from studies.

Actually that’s not true. yesterday when i finally got home after that crazy round of lanning, with no books or notes to study i was suddenly at a loss. I turned on the com but got turned off by it. i switched o the tv but was just flipping channels continuously for like 3 hours? until i finally remembered that i hadn’t watched a show i taped last week. When i finally picked up my design experiment note i tell you what a good feeling it was man! Oh well i always say i’m not a mugger but no matter what i think studying is good! Gonna miss it in the next two years i think.

Reminiscing seems to be on alot of people’s blogs these few days. mine too. Oh well for me the only thing i have to say is thanks to all my friends i’ve met thoughout the years for shaping the nicholas you know today, and remember that whatever regrets we have of the past, it’s already the past so might as well look back at it and smile? Coz those are the times we will never be able to relive again.

Ok its back to design experiment! YAY! =)

The worst is over.

I seem to be on course for 4As, but i cant seem to shake off that niggling feeling that i screwed up my maths paper 2. furthermore, I screwed up physics paper 2 big time. not that it was that difficult, it all looked familar yet so distant for me… the consequences of not enough practice i guess. the only consolation was that I seemed to have done pretty well in paper 1. its all boils down to paper 3 and 5 then, or 4 wadever.

With regards to history, I have no comment. paper 3 seemed to be so easy, though i think i went too easy on myself for the last two questions… still wondering why i slowed down in my pace of writing towards the end. 6 sides 5 sides 3.5 sides 3.5 sides. Hmmz.

Currently today marks the end of the A-level history course. No more totalitarianism, IR, NI and all those, though it seems abit unnatural that all thse is over.

Yes, the worst day in the a-level calender has passed. And i’m still surviving.

Now for the final push towards the finish.

I was reading my dear friend’s blog and i totally agree with him on two things he mentioned:

1) Fuckers who complain of losing only two marks for the exam should just fuck off. so if you think you did darn well good for you, dun have to go around boasting or i’ll smash your face in. Applies to everyone, including myself, so please bash me if i sound hao lian.

2) Why am I in a holiday mood in the midst of the a levels? Something to ponder about and improve on…

thats all…