Its 2.24 am in the morning. I just cant get to sleep.
Wonder if this feeling will fade away. Its been a long time since i last felt this way. This feeling of longing, of wanting, and of….. knowing, knowing thatits not going to come true.
If I could change something about myself, it would be to less sentimental. Maybe then will I be able to let go.
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Sigh.