I wonder sometimes if i’m a fool.
my mood pivots about a certain point. how i wish i was able to control my moods instead.
feeling like crap now.
i think i might spend the rest of the holidays trying to brush up on my pool skills and maybe my sec school knowledge… in preparation for me starting tuition i guess.
feeling very boxed up and alone now.
i just wish we could lock up certain memories such that we will never recall them. then a mistake at least, can be stopped there and then.
life sometimes can go on and on…. what a fucking bitch she is.
sigh. sorry i din mean it.