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I finally realised the meaning of the phrase “the grass on the other side is greener.”
I was thinking back to the year 2005, which I thought was a very bad year. I remembered wishing then that the year would just pass and that I would be free from the problems that plagued me then. Seems that I’ve grown up in a hurry since then. I seem to yearn for school life once again. things that I once took for granted like the availability of friends and classmates at close proximity to spend time with and talk to, the relative friendliness and sheltered-ness of the school environment, the lax and free-and-easy pace of life in school and so on.
Back to the present. I just met up with Ben Tan for dinner. Feels really good to have a decent conversation with someone I feel comfortable with. None of that hypocrisy, that restricted way of conversing with people at work. not that there are no good people at work, but the environment is just…. just _____. Oh well at least now the weekly lanning affiar seems to be an official event hapening every sat. Something to look forward too. Need more stuff to offset my days in the office.
Wondering whether I have to see the doctor tomorrow with regard to my foot. Specifically speaking, my third toe on my right foot. Seems that there’s a growth; I suspect it’s a splinter stuck inside, cos it hurts terribly when i press or touch it, but surprisingly not much pain when walking. Then there is my back too, seems that the pain is getting progressively worse throughout this week. Maybe I should make an appointment to see a doctor about it soon, maybe get physiotherapy at the same time.
trying to occupy this week’s pregramme. people who are relatively free next week please contact me to go out in the evening or something. Take it as charity larz, brightening up a poor soul’s day.
lastly, the a level results day is approaching. From insider info, seems that its on 4 March. Mixture of apprehension and wanting it to be done and be over with. And yes, teh bombshell of the week: my mum asked me to start looking around for a gf. *clap clap*
ok thats all i haf to say.