I took an mc today.
I really wanted to go to work today, but the migraine was really very bad. At least being at work takes my mind off alot alot of questions.
I still have not received a reply from NUS yet. Seems they are still “processing” my application.
I look at my life now and I wonder whether there is any meaning in it. I don’t believe in anything anymore, and finding a meaning in life first requires a firm and strong belief in something. I’m just drowning myself now in sad romantic TV serials where most of the characters live happily ever after, and I wonder: does that ever happen in real life?
Maybe I’m just not good enough.
the questions swimming around in my head are tearing me apart. which explains my migraine i guess.