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Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don’t focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Took this personality test on a sudden whim. Hmmz, certain parts are quite accurate. However, well, its hard to believe that I’ll find myself with “plenty of dates”. LOL.

Anyway I’m Bleach fan. Bleach is this new Japanese anime, well not that new, and its really quite cool. If you readers have some time go check it out!

Still pondering over a myriad of issues. Sigh.

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who’s gonna comfort me, and keep me strong

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin’ and we can’t escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you thru another day

Far away i believe you are living as a shadow
i feel it, but this screen of darkness must go away

So i will give a prayer to new days that we share
until these bright blue seas completely dry

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don’t give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

change you heart before it slips away
The moon is again new, a cycle like a vessel’s to carry someone

And every time I see your face
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars
And soon I can see the shore I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never though I’d feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong
And still our Journey goes on, even on the long days
and each new phase of moon shines apon my heart

Give a prayer to new days
one vivid and brilliant to shine at the shore before the end

And every time I see your face
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars
And soon I can see the shore

This is our lives destined meeting
but if you believe this new wave is a new begining
then too believe its a great journey, it will be a great journey

-Life is like a Boat (Translated)
Rei Fu
Taken from the Bleach OST

Even though i don’t feel at all like blogging, however, I feel bound to do so. So… to all those interested in my birthday weekend, well generally i could say it had some surprises and disappointments.

Well anyway, my heartfelt thanks go out to (in no particular order):

1. Firstly, Cheryl, the first person to wish me happy birthday at 00:00 hrs exact (well ok lar she cheated and msg-ed me to take it that it was sent at that time instead coz she was scared she might have fallen asleep then alr. One exception lar k?) I know person No 2 who msg-ed me will def murder me if he reads this… lol.

2. My colleagues in CPC! Everyone who chipped in for the present and took some precious time to write on my card: Thank you so so so so very much! Quite touched to have received such gifts actually.

3. Ben and Shane, well more so Shane, coz he took one day off just to go……. *drumroll please* LAN with me! *AMAZING* Anyway Ben’s present to me this year is 4+ hours worth of lan at egames katong! Lol…..

4. Thanks to Mabel and Sinyee and everyone present at Marche, who surprised me with that slice of chocolate cake (It’s Death by Chocolate if I’m not wrong) and well, slightly embarrassed me with the Birthday song (i din exactly comb my hair before I left home in the morning).

5. Thanks also to everyone who chipped (I sort of get this image of people throwing chocolate chips) in for my birthday present too… people like Cliff Glenda Lyndon Mabel Sinyee and so on (If your name isn’t included in teh roll of honour do remind me to add you in). The Sandman comic was great! Shit larz now I have to fork out even more to buy more comics.

6. Yuanlin must be wondering when his name would appear. TA-DAH! I just mentioned your name rite? Ok then lets move on…

Haha Ok lar joking well I think the most creative present award goes to Yuanlin! Lol… you should see the way he led me to the present… first he passed me a burnt cd of a flash clip. The clip showed him passing me a burnt cd which showed him passing me a burnt cd. -_-” Typical lameness, though totally expected. Well then ththe surprise was the designer mouse he got for me, hidden in my drawer, which was really unexpected. My heartfelt thanks to you Yuanlin. I wun collect rent from you for one month because of this k? Joking larz… feel free to stay over anytime man!

7. Samantha and Sheryl for the present and the cute little partly handmade card for me. Thank you! The card is really nice. Not sure if I can fit into the shirt though… I’m not that slim! Lol…

8. Last, but not least, my parents, who started the celebrations with dinner at Hong Ren Tang at Beach Road, my favourite restaurant, even though the food was very pricey. But I must say that its really worth it! The dishes there were simply heavenly man. Too bad I wun be able to fork out such money to bring anyone there anytime soon. Well on my birthday they also bought me my fav swensen’s ice-cream special too! And a big one at that! Well to my mum and dad, I know I alwaysys yell at you and argue, but I do love you k?

As for the disappointments, lets not talk about it k? All i can say now is that the days after my birthday always feels a little blue. Thanks to my cousin for keeping me company through my post birthday blues during the weekend. you rawk brudder! Don’t let petty people in your class get you down k? They’re not worth it.

Well, certain people….

Never mind. I’m happy most remembered my birthday. Thanks everyone, for making my 19th birthday quite a memorable one.

P.S. I’m putting up the 03S62 photo on my office desk. reminds me of the freedom I once had. Oh yes, Xu wen owes me a treat too!