I just watched Kimi Ga Nozomu Eien (KGNE) again. Quite surpriesed that, even when watching it the second time, and falling asleep during the middle 2-3 episodes in the series, I was nearly moved to tears at the end (well if not for the (un)timely sms tone from shane’s phone I would have really cried), and so wanted to cry out. In the end, I’m left with nothing but a sackload of sad feelings and an empty heart that cannot cry. Well I could, but it will not make me feel better at all. not at all.
Maybe I should watch it yet again sometime. Anyway, I was scouring the net trying to d/l the OST (I’ll buy it, but when I have spare cash…), seems that alot of KGNE viewers prefer a Maruka-Takayuki ending, and brand Mitsuki a “bitch”. I do not know why, and I do not question their feelings. Well, I jsut can’t help but feel abit peeved that these people are calling my dream girl such names. It somewhat speaks about the type of girls I like? But seriously, whats wrong with Mitsuki?
Sigh. Talking about childish fantasies again. I wonder when i’ll be able to embrace realism and wake up from dreaming? Quite weird to see that I’m oscillating from someone learned and wise to someone who lives in a dream world, and yearns for a girl who may never have existed.
I really feel very alone now.