I suddenly realised that I still haf a blog, and decided that I owed my blog a long overdue post.
In any case, I’m bumming around at home right now. Been quite a lonely weekend for me, spending most of my sat and sun at home with no one in particular. So the itinery for this weekend was: anime (Cowboy Bebop), dotar, chatting on bnet mdf channel, and sleeping.
I doubt I’ll be going out anytime soon too…. I juz checked my account balance and its like 600+, and going from the way i’m withdrawing like $50 as it is, i’ll wind up with not much savings. sigh. and to think i was actually trying to save up for my expenses during university.
In any case, I was forced to re-evaluate/re-look my outlook towards relationships and love during the course of my nightly bnet-ing. the result: I am currently trying to stick to the conviction that the particular someone I “like” is not the right person for me. Why? i juz realised that the basics to a good relationship is communication, and if I cannot hold a decent conversation long enough (eg 10-15 min), on the phone, then I guess there’s something quite wrong. I agonised over this the most of sat actually, which explained my foul mood and inaction over the weekend I guess.
That being said, I’m still looking out for my potential other half…maybe she’ll appear soon… or has she? *shrugs*
back to dotar then. still seeking a goal in life…. i’m juz not cut out to be a striker i guess.