This is going to chronicle my struggles in mastering wordpress. I’m an Internet geek. Oh well.
June 30, 2006
June 25, 2006
Much Ado about Nothing
Why am I awake now?
Apparently I wanted to take a nap at 5pm to catch up on my sleep… and I slept all the way till 5am, where I woke up and noticed (after turning on the com) that I missed 2 second round matches!!! ARGH.
In any case, been wondering about my incredible sleepiness these days, and I have a few thoughts… work, friends, parents, relationships.
I should sleep more. nite.
June 18, 2006
Should I, Shouldn’t I?
In retrospect, it was a bad week, even though yesterday was uplifting. Still clouds trouble me, especially issues pertaining to my personal life.
I don’t know what else is safe to say here. There is so much content to write (my thoughts/feelings) but doing so would…. not be fair, at least to the person in question.
Maybe i’ll just end with a question: Purely platonic friendship between opposite genders. Possible?
Hmmz, maybe to extrapolate: Between retaining a friendship with the opposite gender, and pursuing him/her with the risk of losing that friendship, is it worth it? Or can the friendship not be affected at all?
June 16, 2006
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I realised I haven’t blogged for about 1 week.
I’m still deciding whether to continue waiting or to just give up. This is going to be the most explicit post so far. No more subtle clues.
I don’t know if I really like this girl, even though it seems that I have been waiting for her for so long, maybe not as long as the 3.5 years I’ve known her, but at least for quite some time. I don’t even mind if a relationship doesn’t materialise in the end, at least we’ve tried our best. What frustrates me now though, is that I seem to be unable to even get near her. I may be wrong, but I think it somehow is really getting to me, and its affecting my everyday life, from work to personal life. Which explains why I am letting off steam.
I’m not going to let it affect me anymore, especially work wise. As for my personal life, I’ll see what I can do to minimise the impact. Meanwhile, I really wish for some changes, hopefully in a positive way.
I can predict that I’m going to regret writing this blog entry, but its the most candid post so far.
June 7, 2006
??? – Waiting for you
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baby?????????????
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Waiting for you, I’m waiting for you
Waiting for you kiss me at the night
???cinderella ??????????
Waiting for you, I’m waiting for you
Waiting for you come here to my dream
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Waiting for you waiting for you ????
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Waiting for you, I’m waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
???cinderella ??????????
Waiting for you, waiting for you
Waiting for you kiss me at the night
???cinderella ??????????
Waiting for you, I’m waiting for you
Waiting for you come here to my dream
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Waiting for you…..”
-Waiting for you
Sung by ???
The ending scene of the MTV featured the girl thinking she was playing hide and seek, and the guy using a pole to jump across (off) the building. Funny description? Sorry, I’ve had enough of sad endings, which are more than ample to see in real life.
Of course, somehow it struck a chord with me; some might know/understand why. I guess I am dumb, after all, and still hoping for a good ending like in most novels and drama serials. *shakes head* Oh well…… time to sleep.