No, the trauma stems not from my poor little toe, whose only cover from the fucked-up shit in this world (read: toenail), got ripped from it. Now, it currently wrapped tightly with many layers of gauze and bandaged, but it’ll take about 2 months at least before half a toenail grows out again.
What I’m referring to is the way my family forces me to walk around, as if i am a normal person. Do this, try that, nag here, nag there. I wonder how I’ll last through till 3 Nov. I guess I’ll definitely return to work before that, can’t stand the rubbish at home, can’t even rest in peace. Maybe my toe will recover faster in office, and I’ll be able to go for long walks soon.
The one bright spark in my life is also not shining so brightly currently. Its alright though, I think its better this way. (What/how I feel is not that important, actually). Guess she’ll be able to concentrate on her ‘A’ levels without any distraction/irritants (aka me).
Yeah, I think I’ve got a bad dose of post-operation depression too.
lol. Maybe Monday night go tickle you or something.
Comment by LianYL — October 22, 2006 @ 1:52 am
welll i think ur juz smitten over someone… hahaha gan bah te ne! at least u have someone to be smitten over wif..
oh btw are we going over tonite? as in sunday 22 Oct…
Comment by SHaruhi — October 22, 2006 @ 12:41 pm
simi gan bah te ne. it’s ganbatte ne.
Comment by AsouKai — October 24, 2006 @ 9:13 am
In closed space. If I comment, Nick will receive a moderation mail. That’ll remind him to update his blog and not stare at his toe while replying char bor’s mails.
Comment by LianYL — October 28, 2006 @ 2:29 am