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October 30, 2007

Long Goodbye

Filed under: Song Lyrics — Nicholas @ 2:00 am
I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free
But it sure is hard to do
Yeah it sure is hard to do
I know they say if they don't come back again
Then it's meant to be
But those words ain't pulling me through
Cos I'm still in love with you
I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
But it's just you and me going through the mill
Climbing up a hill

Chorus
This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on baby it's over let's face it
All that's happening here is a long goodbye

Sometimes I ask my heart did we really give our love a chance
(Just one more chance)
And I know without a doubt
That we turned it inside out
And if we walked away it would it make more sense
(Only self defense)
But it tears me up inside
Just to think we still could try
How long must we keep riding on this carousel
Going round and round and never getting anywhere
On a wing and prayer

Chorus x 2

This is the long goodbye
This is the long goodbye
This is the long goodbye

Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
- Long Goodbye
Ronan Keating

October 29, 2007

Protected: Overwhelmed

Filed under: Issues Close to Heart, Life — Nicholas @ 5:13 am

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October 26, 2007

Crumbling

Filed under: Issues Close to Heart, Life — Nicholas @ 11:28 am

I suddenly feel very overwhelmed and very lonely.

October 15, 2007

On School Life and Memories

Filed under: Musings — Nicholas @ 2:45 am

Finally finished watching Ouran High School Host Club. Looks like a brainless series on the surface, with all the trappings (pun intended) of all the pretty boys and in particular, the handsome girl. However, just like most high school/college/university anime series, there’s something more to offer, if watched carefully.

Just like Honey and Clover, Ouran High School Host Club offers an insight into school life, albeit from a totally different , and perhaps, exaggerated perspective. Of course, just like Honey and Clover, there is a character about which the whole storyline revolves around; in Ouran, this character is Fujioka Haruhi, the extremely handsome girl in her freshman year in the particular High School.

Looking past the obvious markings of a good series, from its humor to its well-paced storyline, perhaps what elevates this series to the level of Honey and Clover (what I consider to be the best for school-related series, and one of the best series I’ve watched), is its somewhat naive and idealistic view towards friends and school life. Not just a sprinkling, but a total, heavy dose of it. The way both series are able to portray the growth of maturity together with the increasingly bonded friendship despite the odds IS really very admirable indeed, and it indeed strikes a chord with many viewers, because most of us yearn for it, but will never get to experience it.
Perhaps the rigors of university life is getting to me, or perhaps my cynical/realistic/pragmatic side is being challenged once more by my idealistic side, but I was just wondering to myself: Apart from the knowledge and the degree, is there anything else I can take away, anything that I can look back and recall with fondness?

Despite that, I’d just like to give special mention to 1Obn once more. I’d thought that with the entry of most of the members into university, the group would somehow drift apart. I was, and still am, very surprised that we’re hanging out together so often, despite the diversity of the group. Despite our busy schedules, we still manage to somehow maintain the group, and turnouts for gatherings are still very large. In fact, 1Obn seems to be growing. I really hope this will continue, it’s something I’ve grown to cherish. I may never get to know all of you well, but I’m just glad that you all are my friends.
On second thought, perhaps the reason above is not really such a good reason. Aren’t most series produced not supposed to be realistic? Anyway, I’ll be looking forward to Ouran High School Host Club Season 2, if there is one. Good school life series never fails to make me smile. I’m glad I had this series to accompany me through my rather lonely, and sometimes torturous first semester.

October 8, 2007

Protected: Of Dreams and Reality

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