Now that the holidays are really over, I guess it’s time to do a look-back.
Looking back, I’m not sure what I was really trying to achieve. I did do a lot of self-reflection, evidenced from the deluge of blog posts. I tried, rather hard too, in doing something worthwhile with the excess spare time on my hands, but I’m getting second thoughts on that. Most importantly, I believe, during the holidays, I was actually looking for someone to show me that happy endings do exist.
The more I think on it, the less I believe in its existence. Still, I wish, and still hope, that I would be proven wrong, and that it really does exist, and does happen to wretched, hopeless people like me.
Anyway, the holidays are over. The dream is finished, for now, and its another term of hard slogging and more heartbreak ahead. How do I know? The predictor in me has looked into the crystal ball, and knows it.
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