I swear my parents are going to drive me nuts one day. One talks about philosophy of life everyday but doesn’t apply whatever he spouts, the other nags and me non-stop, the more I let her nag the more she nags; the moment I retaliate she says goes on about me being an unfilial son. Yeah I know they care, but seriously, when your son is sleeping almost all the time, and those times he does not spend sleeping he is either out or acting like a zombie in front of a computer, compared to all those previous times in the past weeks where there’s a book or coursepack situated in front of him, you should know that something is very wrong with your son. Especially when the papers start next week. Then again, everyone has their own lives, so I don’t expect them to really know, minimally, just don’t start trying to dump their discomfort/woes on me too, because then I’ll retaliate, being the motherfucker I am.
This is not to mention that I’ve been having really weird dreams recently about getting very bad grades for all my group term papers. Will the results of the term papers be out sometime this week? I don’t know, but until they’re out, I believe I’ll not be able to stop obsessing myself over it.
Anger management on top of trying to get into the studying mood. My shoulder feels damn heavy, and I really feel damn alone. Should I start to re-assess my expectations, like what many have told me, except that, I start with my studies, and give up on a CAP 5.0 this semester instead?
That being said, I do aim to finish my readings for PS2245 finally today, and also finish the general revision (including the summarizing) for JS1101E. If my term paper partner is reading, I need your notes please please please please. Thanks.
Who do you love? Why do I love? For (more than) sentimental reasons I guess.