School’s starting, and somehow, it feels that the past three months, while it did not exactly fly past, did slip past me. Been hamstrung by a lot of constraints, from responsibilities, commitments, finances to just pure inertia.
Looking back at the past three months, it didn’t really seem like a break to me. More like a change in lifestyle, like school lifestyle, summer lifestyle. Sometimes hectic, sometimes slack. I still love the Redang trip though, despite the very short time we spent there. Without that trip, I guess I would have lost my mind by now. I wish it could be a longer getaway, or perhaps, a more personal getaway. I’ll get my chances in future holidays I guess.
Looking back (I always love to look back), my birthday celebrations have also been evolving. When I was in primary school, I remember having huge birthday bashes at Macdonalds. Then as I entered secondary school, celebrations sort of disappeared. In JC, birthdays were more or less just a normal makan/Kbox session with 1 or 2 close friends. And celebrations have stayed that way since then. More personal, more interaction time, yeah. After all, all these events are just a very good excuse for people to catch up with each other.
I don’t know why I’m rambling again, maybe it’s because I’m just genuinely bored. For the first time in 3 months. I’ve been tired, frustrated, happy, sad, disappointed the past three months, but I couldn’t really say bored. As I always tell myself (and sometimes others), it’s times like this when you wish there was just someone to share/spend the time with. Then again, it’s not supposed to be my focus this two semesters.
Oddly enough, when I stop looking for it, it pops up right in front. I’m hesitant though. Oddly enough, it feels nice, for a change.
haha i sense updates… catch up wif ya soon (:
Comment by Victor — August 10, 2008 @ 5:38 am