There are alot of things I’d like to write and talk about, but for some reason I seem to have lost the ability to express these thoughts and feelings.
It’s as if my inner and outer self are now speaking totally different languages, and that somehow, during the translation (from inner to outer), the meaning/significance is lost. It’s a totally frustrating feeling. Writing wasn’t this tough previously.
In addition, there’s this lethargy within me that refuses to go away. Unlike previous semesters, the urge to stay home instead of hanging out in school seems overwhelming, such that I’m hardly around in school at all. In addition, there’s a total lack of motivation towards studies, which is vaguely alarming. However, I’m… just indifferent to it.
I wonder what’s causing this malaise within me. Sigh.