Despite all the whining, frustration and angry words, she’s still very important to me. Very, and I still care a lot about her (too much perhaps), despite the cold shoulder. I always talk about a barrier between us, and sometimes I wonder if that barrier is self-imposed, and that the one being difficult is just me.
I’ve been thrown off-balance the entire semester; and rather than rope you into this insanity streak, I’d rather just stay away while trying to work things through myself. I don’t know what’s going to happen in the future, but I really do want you to be happy, whatever it is you choose.