silens-silentium

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When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out the door
She's running out, she run, run, run, run, run

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here

- Radiohead, Creep

what i can remember
is alot like water
trickling down a page
of the most beautiful colors
i can’t quite put my
finger down on the moment
that i became like … this

you see, i’m the bravest girl
you will ever come to meet
and yet i shrink down to nothing
at the thought of someone
really seeing me
i think my heart is wrapped around
and tangled up in winding weeds

but i don’t wanna go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my.. imperfections
even though my feet are trembling
and every word i say comes stumbling
i will bare it all.. watch me unfold
unfold

these hands that i hold
behind my back are
bound and broken by my own doing
and i can’t feel
anything, anymore
i need a touch to remind me
i’m still real..

my soul
it’s dying to be free
i can’t live the rest of my life
so guarded
it’s up to me to choose..
what kind of life i lead.

cause i don’t wanna go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my.. imperfections
even though my feet are trembling
and every word i say comes stumbling
i will bare it all.. watch me unfold
unfold

i will allow someone to love me
i will allow someone to love me…

love me.. love me…

- Unfold, Marie Digby

Spotlight shining brightly
on my face
I can’t see a thing
and yet i feel you walking my way

Empty stage
With nothing but this girl
Who’s singing this simple melody
And wearing her heart on her sleeve

And right now
I have you
For a moment i can tell i’ve got you
Cause your lips don’t move
And something is happening
Cause your eyes tell me the truth
I’ve put a spell over you

Beauty emanates from every
word that you say
And captured the deepest thoughts
in the purest and simplest of ways
But you see
I’m not that graceful
Like you
Nor am i as eloquent
But just a simple melody
Can change the way that you see me

And right now
I have you
For a moment I can tell I’ve got you
Cause your lips don’t move
And something is happening
Cause your eyes tell me the truth
I’ve put a spell over you

And all my life I’ve stumbled
But up here i am just perfect
Perfect as I’ll ever be

I have you
For a moment i can tell I’ve got you
Cause your lips don’t move
And something is happening
Cause your eyes tell me the truth
I’ve put a spell over you

- Spell, Marie Digby

Haven’t updated my blog in a while. I’d like to, but I’m out of ideas, and time, to really type out a post. I guess I’ll just promote this song that I’ve been listening to repeatedly over the past few days. You can listen to it here.