silens-silentium

Erm, my monitor died, and my laptop died on me. Within this period where I could not access the Internet, I received 31 spam emails, more than what I received the whole of last year.

I need Akismet protection! I need the wordpress.com API key!

Personalising one’s blog never seemed so easy, honestly.  I remember 2-3 years ago, when I edited the contents for the blog hosted on blogspot, I had to delve right into the hmtl and slowly figure things out.

Anyway, I’m still trying to find out more about the various features of these new plugins I installed, so expect more changes to a minimalist layout.

On a separate note, I finally managed to clear the last mission for Warcraft III without replaying.  Yeah!

Due to irresponsible hyperlinking, my private blog is now exposed to the public eye. As such, I’ll be passwording all the recent posts to protect my privacy. If you want the password, get it from me on MSN. If you want to link my blog/use my posts to substantiate an argument, ask me first. I’m easily contactable.

Where’s the blogging etiquette man?

I suddenly felt very very lonely this afternoon.  I dunno if it was the huge number of couples around me, or that I really had nothing to think/do while my parents were looking at their clothes.  Was really, really tempted to sms someone.  I resisted though, but the empty feeling remains.  Once again, the thought that my main aim in life now is actually that of finding that other half in my life.

Which leads me to Neon Genesis Evangelion.  Will be doing a write-up on it, on sauce-dan’s request.  The arguement for and against the proposed “Instrumentality of the Human Mind” was quite brilliant, and I absolutely love it (even though episode 25 was quite a yawner).  Running away from reality, individuality vs homogeneity etc..

I wonder if my inaction regarding my life is actually a form of reality escape.  I dunno, but I intend to find out, I hope.

Apparently my previous post on taiyou no uta was a search result on google not too long ago.  Well, out of curiosity, I went to take a peep, but well, turned out to be erm… false (hope).

Anyway, just a week after I came up with a new set of outlook towards life, I seem to be faltering, and retreating into the hole I dug for myself once more.  Some of my closer friends might be able to understand what I’m trying to say, with my actions, or rather, inaction thus far.

Seems that the harder I try (to grasp), the lesser I get (in my hands).

Actually this post is quite nonsensical, because I don’t really have much to say.  I’m waiting for alot of things actually:

a) Taiyou no Uta movie version

b) confirmation whether anyone can buy the Taiyou no Uta OST for me

c) My leave next Friday to be approved.  My cousin is getting married.  Congratulations!  Still remembered when I was in sec 1 (and much more/less ignorant than I am now), I caught him looking at girls, and teased him about it.  I believe he was either in NS then, or awaiting entry into uni.  He retorted with “Yeah, time for me to start getting one.”  Well, he struck gold with his first.    Lucky ass.

d) For the mooncakes to come.  So that I can eat them, and invite that darned Ben to come over and sip that sake he bought the other day. 

e) Referencing point c), I’m also keeping an open eye, and hoping the right girl will pass me by.  Someone with the character of Kaoru Amane would be nice.

Anyhow, I guess I’ll try to work harder at keeping to my resolutions.  Hopefully next week I’ll be typing out something nicer…. and also the Taiyou no Uta review.