silens-silentium

September 20, 2011

i want to believe

Filed under: Uncategorized — Nicholas @ 8:00 pm

Somehow, HIMYM isn’t as funny as it used to be. Maybe its because it’s becoming less and less of a spectacle, but more and more of a reflection. Somewhat. I still love the series though, despite its sometimes longwinded and crappy episodes.

“I used to believe in destiny, you know. I used to go to the bagel place, see a pretty girl in line reading my favourite novel, whistling the song that’s been stuck in my head the entire week, and I think ‘wow hey maybe she’s the one’. Now I think, I just know that bitch is going to take that last wholewheat everything bagel.”

“You’ve just been focused on work.”

“No, it’s more than that. I’ve stopped believing. *sigh* Not in that depressed I’m-gonna-cry-during-my-toast way, not in a way I even noticed until tonight. It’s just that everyday I… believe a little less…..and a little less… and a little less… and that… sucks. What do I do about that?”

- Ted and Robin, HIMYM, S07E01 “The Best Man”

March 24, 2011

That old familiar ache

Filed under: Uncategorized — Nicholas @ 3:35 am

The older I get, the more I am convinced that it is all about fate.

By extension, I choose to believe that perhaps I’ve yet to mature/grow into the person I should be, and that maybe, just maybe, I’ve yet to accumulate enough good karma.

January 31, 2011

Rainy weather

Filed under: Uncategorized — Nicholas @ 11:45 pm

Reflections of feelings within.

Time to move on.

November 19, 2010

Hidden words

Filed under: Issues Close to Heart,Uncategorized — Nicholas @ 10:42 pm

Ok I’m really trying to concentrate on my readings, but failing badly. So rather than torture myself with the should I message or should I not message stuff, I’ll just type it here instead:

I want to get to know you better. I want to spend more time with you.

But after exams please. I need to concentrate. Stupid heart of mine. Time to learn some self-discipline.

November 9, 2010

resuscitation

Filed under: Uncategorized — Nicholas @ 11:57 pm

and it starts to flutter again.

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